The Last Sighting

Siem Reap International Airport

I knew it was the last time. I just felt it!
I was already on the plane and minutes seemed to fly quicker than I thought. It took another hour before the plane finally departed, probably due to some problems with the luggage. I wasn't sure, as the announcement in English sounded like a Morse code and did not make much of a difference from the sound of their local language. I was also listening to Coldplay at that time and all I could think of is the probability that I won't see him again. That thought made me feel very sad that I could not pay attention to anything else going on around me. I was already missing him so much. I wanted to run out of the plane to call him but I knew that there wasn't any pay phone to use. My mobile phone was dead and useless that I even wanted to throw it away.

We did not talk about parting. Nor did we ever mention it at all. He assured me it wouldn't be the last time I would see him and now I couldn't wish for more than that little promise to have come true.

I knew it maybe too impossible. I know now that he doesn't love me anymore... or maybe, he never even did.

Eventually, there were more events that happened which made me realize that I was the only one who really ever loved.